Some days I feel I am worthy of the opportunities that I have experienced. Some days I feel I am bigger than the opportunities I have been given. Unfortunately most days I feel I am not equipped to handle the opportunities I have been given. Even with me doing my daily affirmations, I am missing some type of personal motivation booster.
One thing I know has been absent from my life a lot this year is a more regular communication with God. There have been at least one or two seasons of the year I was in constant contact, but I can honestly say the latter half of 2018, I have not been consistent with my devotions, my prayers, my praise and even my relationship connections with others spiritually minded people. I definitely want to bring some focus back into my life on God and have him be with me more and me with him more. I think one thing I need to do is find a church home that feels welcoming, supportive, and yet it challenges my faith and my personal practices in acting out my faith. I can know all the right things to say and do, but I have to consistently do them!